Jesus
took Peter, James and John and led them up a high
mountain
apart by themselves.
Mark 9:2
After being invited the
first week of Lent to “go to the desert” to listen to God for direction, we are
invited the second week of Lent to “go to the mountain” for a new perspective,
a new way of looking at things in our lives!
When Jesus came out of the desert he went into for forty days,
the first thing he called for was a radical new perspective, a new outlook, a new way of thinking – a metanoia! On this, the second Sunday of Lent,
Jesus invites us to "go to the mountaintop," a traditional place for achieving a
new perspective on life. From a mountaintop you can see in all directions.
Jesus invites us to go to the mountaintop because conversion of life, the real
purpose of Lent, is impossible without a change of perspective, without a new
way of seeing.
It is easy to “get stuck” in the way
we think. As Brooks Atkinson put it, “The most fatal illusion is the settled
point of view.” Some of us go through
life living out the old joke, “Don’t confuse me with the facts, my mind is made
up!” Even scientists have trouble incorporating new information. The French
Academy announced at one point, years ago, that it would not accept any further reports of
meteorites, since it was clearly impossible for rocks to fall out of the sky.
Shortly thereafter a shower of meteorites came close to breaking all the windows of
the Academy. Lent is a time to take a long, loving look at reality!
Dr. Wayne Dyer teaches us that, “When
you change the way you look at things, the things you look at change.” This is
certainly true in resolving soul-eating anger and resentment toward other
people. What many people fail to realize is that there is always a “way out” when
offending people refuse to apologize and own the hurt they have caused. What
they fail to realize is that the hurt they caused can be healed and the problem resolved, not just with a change in the perpetrator, but with a new way of looking at the perpetrator by his victim. Lent is a time to change the way
we look at others - even our enemies.
John Lubbock reminds us that “What we
see depends mainly on what we look for!” Oscar Wilde put it humorously when he
said, “The optimist sees the doughnut; the pessimist sees the hole.” The truth of the matter is that the more attention you shine on a particular
subject, the more evidence of it will grow. Shine attention on obstacles or possibilities and they will multiply
lavishly. Shine attention on possibilities and opportunities, the more they will grow. Lent is a time to change the way we look at the world - seeing possibilities, not just obstacles.
Possibly the most important change we
need to make this Lent in our perspective is the way we view ourselves. No one has said it better than Marianne
Williamson. “Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate; our deepest fear
is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness, that
most frightens us. We were born to make manifest the glory of God within us. It
is not just in some of us; it is in everyone, and as we let our own light
shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same.” Lent is a
time to get a new perspective on ourselves. Lent is a time to see ourselves and the world through God’s
eyes!
Because of this “transfiguration”
gospel, they are called “peak experiences” – those intense religious
experiences that many of us have been lucky enough to have at least once in our
lives. In fact, I believe that this is the main thing that keeps many people
in organized religion - at least one “peak experience.” On the other hand, it
is also the main reason some people claim to be agnostic - the absence
of even one “peak experience.”
“Peak experiences” cannot be staged
or created. They are simply moments of grace – spontaneous gifts from God. We
can go to places where “peak experiences” have happened to other people, even
places where we have personally experienced them before, but that does not mean
we will have another one. They are simply unpredictable and unannounced gifts
from God.
“Peak experiences” can happen at some
of the most surprising times and in some of the most unlikely places. Oddly
enough, for example, during the sexual abuse storm that began in 2002 a
significant number of journalists, who had been assigned to report on the
crisis in various locales, ended up converting to Catholicism. They had a “religious experience,” a “peak
experience” even in the midst of that pain and sin! Others have had these “peak experiences”
during the death process of a loved one or even their own process of dying. I
witnessed my mother going through one of these “peak experiences” as she was
dying of cancer back in 1976.
“Peak experiences” happen most often
during retreats and other religious events. For instance, many seminarians were
so moved by meeting Pope John Paul II that they came back to the Church, after
having been gone since childhood, and even decided that they may have a call to
the priesthood. Many teenagers have their first “peak experience” during their
senior retreat or an alternative spring break in places like Guatemala. Many
married couples have had life changing “peak experiences” during Marriage
Encounter weekends. Other Catholics have discovered a new burst of faith during
a Cursillo weekend, a trip to Medjugore or Lourdes, even meeting someone with
the stature of Mother Teresa.
How "peak experiences" happen, why they happen and
when they happen cannot be predicted, staged or even understood. They all seem
to be glimpses into another level of existence or little previews of coming
wonderful events that God gives some people who need a reason to hang on! Those
of us who have experienced them know how mind-blowing and life changing they
can be! To those who cannot say they have ever had such an experience, I would
say “it ain’t over till it’s over” and “your time may be right around
the corner” at some unexpected and unpredictable time.
These “peak experiences” have several
things in common. (1) You have to be open to them. The “transfiguration” that
we read about today, happened during one of hundreds of little retreats that
Jesus arranged for his disciples! Regular contact with God through prayer does
not guarantee one of these experiences, but makes them more likely to happen.
Your mind must be open and you must remain in a receiving frame of mind.
There is always a temptation to want
to freeze the experience, repeat the experience and make the experience
permanent. This is what Peter was up to in the reading today. “Lord, it is so
wonderful to be here. Why don’t we erect some tents and just stay up here
forever?” Jesus tells Peter that the experience was only meant to be something
to sustain the group during the painful days ahead. He tells Peter that they
will have to go back down the mountain and go back into real life for a while. One of the things that Cursillo, Marriage Encounter, Medjugore,
senior retreat, Lourdes and other similar experiences have it common is the
desire that many have to repeat those experiences or to “be in them” full time.
They are never meant to be permanent. They are only glimpses into glory. God
wants us to go back to our ordinary lives, with that precious moment in the
back of our minds to sustain us.
Lastly, “peak experiences” are meant
to help is “see connections” to see the connection between where we come from,
where we are now and where we are destined. This is what the conversation that
Jesus had with the saints - Moses and Elijah - was all about. This conversation helped Jesus
realize that he was the one they saw coming in the future so many
years before. They helped Jesus understand where God was taking him in the days
ahead – to glory on the other side of his suffering and death. Just so, our “peak
experiences” remind us that there is something wonderful in the invisible world
that awaits us on the other side of this life.
May you have your own “peak
experience!” May God give you a “glimpse of glory!” May you get a “sneak preview” of the world to
come! May that “peak experience” sustain you in the sometimes tediousness of
worldly existence and help you keep your eye on the prize!
With all the problems going on in the
Church today, others ask me and I ask myself over and over again “Why stay?”
The reason I stay is that I have been blessed to have had several “peak
experiences” and “glimpses of glory” in my life time. It is these intense
experiences that sustain me during the ordinary moments, periods of spiritual
dryness and intense discouragement. As I think about all the scandal that has
beset the Church in my lifetime, I am not worried or overcome with discouragement. To
paraphrase Dr. Martin Luther King, who built his famous speech around this
gospel, “I don’t know what will happen now. We’ve got some difficult days
ahead, but it doesn’t matter with me now because I have been to the
mountaintop. God has allowed me to go up to the mountain and I’ve looked over
and I have seen the promised land. Mine eyes have seen the glory of the coming
of the Lord!”
My friends, I am here to stay, I
remain hopeful and I am committed to being faithful to the end, not because I
am out of touch with the serious problems facing our Church, but because God
has given me a couple of small glimpses of glory, like he did the disciples in
today’s gospel. I hold on because of those “peak experiences.”
Thanks for posting these. I never miss one of your homilies this way.
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