Saturday, May 17, 2025
"YOU JUST CAN'T MAKE THIS STUFF UP" 2025 #20
Thursday, May 15, 2025
55 YEARS AND COUNTING: "....AND SOME SAID I WOULDN'T MAKE IT!"
ORDINATION DAY - MAY 16, 1970
Cathedral of the Assumption, Louisville, Kentucky
DRESSED AND READY TO GO BE ORDAINED
KNEELING BEFORE ARCHBISHOP McDONOUGH HAVING MY HANDS ANOINTED IMMEDIATELY AFTER BEING ORDAINED A PRIEST
Tuesday, May 13, 2025
THE MARGINAL, THE LEFT-OUT, THE REJECTED AND THE HURTING
"Simply Amazed - Forever Grateful" is carved at the top of my already-installed tombstone. I composed it a few years ago to sum up my life so far. Those are the words that came to mind as I began to realize the implications of what was happening as I watched the TV as they announced the name of our new Pope. The election of Pope Leo XIV will forever add an important event in my growing list of life experiences that drove me to come up with those words as a summary of how I felt about my life. Yes, I am simply amazed and forever grateful for Pope Leo's election!
Why am I amazed and grateful? Even though It makes me proud, it is not because he is American born. It is because his election has seriously validated my own ministry in the last fifty-five years and given me hope and enthusiasm again that I thought was beginning to wane within me.
What do I mean "his election has seriously validated my ministry?" I have often described myself as "Consciously Christian, Deliberately Catholic and Unapologetically Ecumenical and Inter-Faith." I even did many Parish Missions by that name. I think today that is some of what Pope Leo XIV is going to be about as he takes Pope Francis' vision to the next level. Once again, we as a church have been given a dynamic inspirational moral leader and this country has been given a dynamic alternative to the immoral, corrupt and mean-spirited fumes that have been breathing in lately. Pope Leo is "An American like no other American," as the Italians are saying. We now have two highly visible American world leaders, side-by-side, presenting opposing options for us to choose from when it comes to us building our futures.
What do I mean "his election has seriously validated my ministry?" Secondly, I have been reaching out to, and writing about, marginal, left-out, excluded, rejected and hurting Catholics and various members of other faiths from the the very beginning of my ministry as a priest. I have listed some of them further on in this post, but the fact is I was doing that ministry most visibly at the Cathedral of the Assumption starting 30 years before Pope Francis was elected. As Pope Leo said on the balcony in his first speech, "God loves all people - unconditionally." I was saying this to the growing congregation of our Cathedral for years, "God loves everybody - no ands, ifs or buts about it!" Because of that message, we earned the nickname "The Island of Misfit Toys" because people were reminded of the children's film, "Rudolf, the Red-Nosed Reindeer" where broken toys could go to be repaired so that they too could be part of Christmas!
What do I mean "his election has seriously validated my ministry?" Here is a short list of some of my involvement in ministry to the marginal, left-out, excluded, rejected and hurting Catholics, as well as various members of other faiths - all those who God loves unconditionally and all those we are called to love unconditionally as well!
(1) When I was in major seminarian, I chose a Disciple of Christ history professor on the seminary faculty to be my advisor/spiritual director, while choosing a priest-monk as a confessor.
(2) I was first given an opportunity to learn to preach by the United Church of Christ in 1968 when I became one of the first two Catholic seminarians to join their Christian Ministry in the National Parks program and was assigned to preach in Crater Lake National Park in Oregon.
(3) After ordination, I accepted an assignment in the "home missions" of our diocese. I started an interfaith campus ministry program at Somerset Community College called IF - for INTER-FAITH. I volunteered to do interfaith services at Lake Cumberland Boys Camp for juvenal delinquents and took students of various religious backgrounds, most of whom had never been out of Kentucky, to France on five backpacking trips to the ecumenical monastery in Taize. I opened a used clothing and household items store for the poor called "Clothes 'n Stuff." I preached in several Protestant churches, a baccalaureate service at an all non-Catholic high school three years in a row and had an interfaith radio program on Sundays called "Morning Has Broken" for a few years.
(5) After ordination, I earned my doctorate in 1980 from McCormick (Presbyterian) Seminary in Chicago in "Parish Revitalization." My doctoral thesis was entitled "Strangers in Town: How One Roman Catholic Mission Church Dealt With Environments (internal weakness and rejection from the outside)"
(5) At the Cathedral, I led a congregation that grew from 110 to 2100 members by specializing in reaching out to marginal, left-out, excluded, rejected and hurting Catholics. I was co-founder of the Cathedral Heritage Foundation (later called Center for Interfaith Relations) that still exists today. We built a new kitchen for the homeless, supported St. John Day Center for the the Homeless and sponsored an annual Dessert Festival to help house AIDS patients when AIDS was first discovered.
(6) For 15 years, I wrote a weekly column in our diocesan newspaper, THE RECORD, called "An Encouraged" directed at discouraged, rejected, left-out and marginalized people, especially hurting Catholics.
(7) While I was a weekend campus minister at Bellarmine University, I offered an annual "Blue Christmas Mass" for several years for the grieving - those who had lost loved ones, but could not identify with the normal happy Christmas Masses offered in their parishes.
(8) While a seminary staff member at St. Meinrad, I annually hosted a Thanksgiving dinner for "those left behind" - the international seminarians studying at that seminary who could not go home to their families. I started a program there called "World Priest" that helped immigrant priests adjust to American culture and serve in American parishes. I bought them clothes, helped them with spending money and made sure they could afford class trips.
(9) After retirement, I volunteered to work in the Caribbean Missions, making 12 trips and raising over $1,250.000.00 in financial aid, especially to the Diocese of Kingstown in the poor country of St. Vincent and the Grenadines.
(10) I raised the awareness of my small hometown parish of its connection to 19th century slavery, honored all 222 of our enslaved members in a museum room in a totally renovated closed school that I turned into a rural eco-friendly family life center and restored the tombstone of Father Augustus Tolton's enslaved grandmother, Matilda. Father Tolton is the United States' first slave-to-priest who is up for canonization. Father Tolton's enslaved mother, Martha Jane, was baptized and confirmed in my home parish. Because of these efforts, 35 bishops came to visit the grave of Father Tolton's grandmother last Fall.
(11) Recently, I have been involved in the missions of west Africa by agreeing to sponsor a Tanzanian seminarian, helping a family add to their house and raising the funds to build a new stone St. Veronica Church, and furnishing it, in Kenya.
Yes, I feel deeply that the election of Pope Leo XIV has validated my fifty-five years of ministry at a time when I thought the Cardinals might elect a Pope who would try to take us back to some imagined "good old days." His election has made me feel that maybe I have not been blind, deaf and dumb all these years after all! Along with Pope Leo, we old missionaries like to say, "Once a missionary, always a missionary!" He will no doubt, like Pope Francis, continue to "Make the Church Outward Looking Again."
Monday, May 12, 2025
GONE, BUT CERTAINLY NOT FORGOTTEN
MARY ETHEL MATTINGLY KNOTT
September 10, 1917 - May 12, 1976
My mother died 49 years ago today. She died of breast cancer at a little over 58 years old. I was the second of her seven children, not counting a miscarriage. I was holding her hand when she died.
We were very close, mostly because we both almost died in her giving me birth. I was born at home, delivered by my paternal grandmother and baptized right there in the bed where I was born by this country midwife grandmother. We cried together when I was born. She cried every time I came home from the seminary. We cried together, walking back to the hotel, when the doctors in Dallas, Texas, told us she had breast cancer. She cried when I was ordained and said my first Mass. We both cried when I anointed her in our living room as she left for the hospital for the final time. I cried when she died, at her funeral Mass and when we left her body in the cemetery.
I always wanted to do something to memorialize her, but I could never afford it when she was alive. Forty-one years after her death, I got the chance. I was able to build a "prayer garden" at Saint Meinrad's Monte Cassino Shrine where I went to the seminary for six years and where I worked as a staff member for ten years. I included my brother, Mark, because I wanted to honor him as well. If you are ever at St. Meinrad, go up the hill to Monte Cassino and visit her "prayer garden" and say a prayer for her!
Mom, I Still Love You! May You Rest in Peace!
Sunday, May 11, 2025
NO PERFECT CHURCH, NO PERFECT POPE
Hardly an Easter goes by
that I don’t remember family “picture taking” from childhood, especially on
Easter Sunday morning when we were all decked out in our finest new “Easter
clothes.” Back then we got new clothes twice a year – when school started and
Easter – so it was a big deal.
In those days, people
would never think of going to church without being all dressed up. Most women
wore hats and gloves and carried purses. Most men wore coats and
ties. Boys wore ironed shirts, shiny shoes and even ties sometimes. Girls wore
dresses and hats and carried purses.
On Easter, however, we
went all out. There are innumerable photos in our family album to prove it. I
especially remember my brother and I all lined up, with and without our Easter
baskets, looking very frozen in uncomfortable shoes, bow ties and slickly combed
hair. It seemed that we took turns taking pictures of each other – often Mom
and the girls in one picture and Dad and the boys in another. We were always smiling,
even if it looked forced sometimes. Our clothes were always pressed
with an iron. Our hair was always combed. We always stood
there smiling into a blazing sun and trying to look our very best.
It is what the
pictures didn’t show that is worth mentioning today. We
have no shots of the screaming, yelling and name-calling that went into getting
ready. We have no shots of my Dad in one of his rages. We had no shots of my
mother, looking haggard and worn, late at night, ironing all those clothes by
hand for six kids, herself and my Dad who never did learn how to take care of
his own clothes. We have no shots of any of the pain and
struggles that we went through as a family back then. If you just look at our
Easter snapshots, you would think we were the Walton’s on “mood altering
drugs!” Snapshots never tell the whole story! They are only “snapshots” –
moments in time!
Such in the case of one of the passages at the beginning of The Acts of the Apostles (Acts 2:32-35) where it says, “The community of believers was of one heart and mind.” It is one snapshot of the church during its infancy. If you read only that passage, by itself, you would have to conclude that the church has gone to hell in a hand basket since then! In reality, it is like the “Easter pictures” of my childhood. It only tells part of the truth.
The Cardinals of the Church have just gathered and elected Pope Leo XIV - a surprise gift from God! I am ecstatic! However, the readings today give me a good opportunity to talk about the fact that, like your family and mine, there is no perfect church or no perfect Pope. I believe he will do extremely well serving the needs of the church and world today, but we all have our good days and we all have our bad days, but with love and forgiveness we will manage, with God's grace, to keep going into the future.
In the beginning, the
church did have some days when its members seemed to be “of one heart and one
mind,” some days when “many signs and wonders were done,” and some days when
“they enjoyed the favor of all the people.” If we just read this one reading and
looked around the church today, we would have to conclude that the church’s
original luster and beauty has indeed faded. However, if you continued to read
on in the Gospels and the Acts of the Apostles, you would start reading what
Paul Harvey called “the rest of the story” and the “rest of the story” would
sound very much like the church today.
Thank God that "the
rest of the story" stories are included in the Scriptures. It helps us not
to idealize the church in its beginnings and be discouraged by its weaknesses
today.
In previous Eater gospels,
we read about the doubt of Thomas who refused to believe until he saw and
touched Jesus' wounds personally. We read about a bunch of people walking away
from Jesus because they could not believe his teaching on being the "bread
of life." We read about some of Jesus' family who showed up while he was
preaching to take him home because they thought he was "out of his
mind." We read about James and John, the "climbers," who made a
move behind the other apostles' back to get the best positions in Jesus' new kingdom.
Then there is the betrayal of Judas, the denial of Peter and the total
abandonment by all the apostles at the crucifixion except John and some
women.
If we kept on reading the
Acts of the Apostles reading today, we would quickly read about Ananias, and
his wife Sapphira, who made a pledge to give the proceeds of the sale of some
of their property to the church. Later, with his wife knowledge,
they held back part of the pledge and even lied about it. Caught in
the lie, they both dropped dead. If we kept reading, we would read about the
future Saint Paul hunting down Christians and having them killed and even
holding the coats of those who stoned St. Stephen to death. Today we read about
Paul and Barnabas, two of the greatest and most effective missionaries in the
early church, converting huge numbers of people and whole cities turning out to
hear them preach. If we kept reading, we would read about Paul and Barnabas clashing
over giving a fellow missionary a second chance, and having such a falling out
that they could not work together and having to go their separate ways. If we
kept reading, we would read about Peter acting one way around Jewish believers
and another way around Gentile believers, resulting in his being called
“two-faced” by Paul. If we kept reading, we would hear about Greek and Jewish
widows arguing over their fair share and apostles with “too much to do.”
There are many beautiful snapshots of the early Church in the Acts of the Apostles, but they are balanced by some snapshots of the ugly side of the early church as well. Just as Jesus was fully human and fully divine at the same time, his body, the church, may be of divine origin, but it is also full of real human beings and human weaknesses! In spite of this, Jesus has promised to be with the church till the end of time and has promised that even the power of hell shall not prevail against it. Therefore, hang in there and hang on! If the church was supposed to be perfect, we would never have been invited to join - and, with us in it, it would no longer be perfect, would it?